as she explained in an interview, she said something indescribable happened November 30th, 2021. She then had a notebook where she would write all her feelings, she told her brother to see if they could make this into a song. they wrote this December 30th, 2021. billie told finneas that she couldn’t wait to release them, she had two songs and she wanted them out at that moment. they then released and that’s when the 30th came out!

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